just because i find someone who fingers fit with mine, that doesn’t mean they’ll fit the same way yours do. no one will ever replace you. not even if i’m madly in love with them. your place in my heart is secure, you have nothing to worry about.
but what about me? what about when you find your person too? the person that can be with you the way i can’t. the person who has everything you need. your person. i know how you are, i know i will always still be on your mind, but it won’t be the front of your mind. the thoughts of your new person will consume your mind and i’ll be shoved to the back.
and honestly, i know that you’re going to find your person long before i do. you are more easily loved, you love more easily, everyone you meet will love you and you will love them too. is it so ridiculous for me to be scared that one day soon you will meet your person and i’ll be pushed away? my calls will be ignored, my texts unanswered, my hug in the hallway will be awkward and unwanted. i don’t want that to happen.
